THE ENDLESS PURSUIT OF MORE AND ENOUGHNESS

In the end, you’re going to have to be who you came here to be.

What – were you thinking to perhaps be somebody else? Take another job? Turn your hand at, uhh, being some kind of grayscale version of your truest self?

No need. We already got a whole world filled with photocopied coulda beens. With those who think that they can not, who will not, or who simply DO not, because they are so desperate to be accepted, loved, seen, that instead of choosing that from the one and only place it can be found they give their entire life for trying to get it in exchange.

Don’t you see?

Life doesn’t work on an exchange system! And if you still think it does, it’s time to opt out of the lies that have been passed down to you, generationally, and from beyond even the physical world, a spiritual and supernatural curse which YOU get to choose out of, unsubscribe, no thank you, goodbye!

And you must.

If not for your own sake, then your childrens, and your childrens childrens, and if not for theirs, then for the VERY FREQUENCY OF LIFE ITSELF, because if you actually think that YOU don’t play some part here –

you’re kidding yourself.

The exchange system doesn’t work, and it never did!

It’s not – Christ died for your sins SO LONG AS YOU DO THIS AND THAT AND THE OTHER AND THEN YOU EARNED YOUR WORTH.

It’s – here is this gift being given to you. Would you like it? Will you choose it? Do you want to say yes? No? Okay! It’s up to you, but there is nothing for you to EARN.

How exactly you gon’ earn the price of life anyway, hmmm? Don’t get your back up! It’s a real question. Think about it. AT WHAT POINT WILL YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH TO EARN YOUR LIFE, AND WHO GETS TO CHOOSE?

It doesn’t work this way.

It’s an endlessly gaping black whole of still not-enough-ness which YOU get to opt out of. I suggest you do. And now.

Let’s put Christ aside for a moment. (Good luck with that).

Let’s talk – business.

Or money.

Gettin’ to an outcome.

Results!

You think THAT works on an exchange system? You’re delusional. Not in the good way.

At what point can you PROVE you did enough to be worthy of making millions, impacting millions, having the business and money and life and EVERYTHING you dream of, and more?

Oh, you have an answer for that? Cool cool. You gonna do that? And then this? lil bit more of that over here? That’s enough, is it? That means you earned it, you’re worthy, you gets to have the goodies? K k, I got you. But, hmm, just a thought, just a little wonderment, just something I can’t quite put my finger on, oh hang on, I GOT it now –

What about this person over here who did not even half of that and got further along? Is cruising with ease and flow and rainbow unicorn vibes all over the place and barely even lifted a finger or climbed a mountain compared with you?

Are they inherently more worthy? Is that it?

And then what about that dude over there who has done seven hundred and seventy-seven times more than you FOR A HUNDRED THOUSAND YEARS SO FAR, who bleeds and sweats and grinds and shows up and has a heart filled with love and a true desire to serve and yet is barely scraping two pennies together?

How come he has so much less in ‘results’?

Is he inherently worth LESS? Is that it?

The exchange system doesn’t work, and never did.

You don’t GET as an outcome of what you DO, you RECEIVE and are inherently WORTHY, as an outcome of who you ARE, and who you choose to be.

Identity, baby, it’s a thing, look it up, look in the mirror and see what you’ve chosen YOURS to be, and then ask yourself:

Is this me being who I always was and have always been granted to be in God? In soul? In life? In the trusting of and saying yes to my own spirit?

Or is this me try try trying to hop hop hop over ever-more big ass hurdles that I ALLOW to be in front of me in order to prove my worth,

earn some things,

join 2 + 2 + 2 + 2 AD INFINITUM UNTIL I FINALLY AM ALLOWED TO BREATHE?

Which paradigm you wanna operate in, because you DO GET TO CHOOSE AND YOU ALREADY HAVE.

And that’s what it comes down to, isn’t it?

You get to choose.
You already have.
The gift of your life and the receiving of EVERYTHING you are shown within was granted to you BEFORE TIME OR YOU BEGAN.

And all you ever had to do was say yes.

But sure.
By all means.
Keep on keepin’ on with your do-something life.

I’m sure one day when you’re too tired to just keep going in the ENDLESS PURSUIT OF MORE AND ENOUGHNESS, you’ll finally pause,

look up,
all around,

and see what was right there in front of you.

Your life baby, right there on a silver platter for you to say yes to.

It’s okay.

You do the trying to be you thing.

Maybe we need you to be the contrast.

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