Money Mindset

‘IT’D BE VULGAR, OBSCENE, UNSAFE, OR JUST NOT NEEDED’ – THE REAL REASONS YOUR HEART SAYS NO TO RICH, WHEN YOUR SPIRIT KNOWS IT’S MEANT TO BE

“Why do you WANT that though, to make that much money, or be THAT level of famous, have that many people following you and reading or watching your stuff? What’s your ‘why’ for that?”

– “I don’t have one.

It’s just how it’s meant to be. It’s not something I want, although sure, of course. But no, that’s not the why, the why has nothing to do with want or desire.

It’s a knowing.

I’ve always known.”

You feel this way too, don’t you? I know that you do.

You’ve felt it since as long as you can remember, since before you could possibly identify or express it, long before your mind started to look for a ‘how’, and maybe even since before time began.

You’ve always known

That you were the one to live a life less ordinary, to do something extraordinary, that the normal path would never and COULD be for you, and that there was something powerful inside which had to, of course,

Be unleashed.

You’ve ALWAYS known, deep in your spirit and the places in your psyche where you’ve so often been scared to look, that your path would be to make millions –

Impact millions –

And maybe,

Change the world.

Maybe?

There’s no maybe about it.

Can you remember when you first knew that you knew? Of course you ALWAYS knew, we’ve established that. Your spirit was BORN knowing, it’s LITERALLY WHY YOU WERE FORMED; your human shell simply a casing to embody the vessel that IS your spirit, the art which is it’s OWN self, which needed, a person, in order to release it in the physical realm.

You were created, quite simply, for this purpose.

It is what it is.

And that’s all it is.

But perhaps you can recall, no?

I remember being 11 years old.

I was the most voracious reader in the WORLD, perhaps! I was consistently in the Top 3 of the NATIONAL school read-a-thon each year. #nerdalert 

My top love has always been this, right here. Escaping into words and worlds, of my own and of others, and creating, whilst there, new ones.

All I really did to get to HERE … with this business, this multi-million dollar empire, this ‘badass cool chick’ thang I seem to have going on … and a life completely on my terms … was KEEP BEING THE LITTLE GIRL WHO JUST WANTED TO HIDE IN THE BUSHES AND READ AND WRITE.

I went off path for a while, as we all do –

And then I remembered who I was always here to be, a performer, a storyteller, and most of all –

A messenger.

Brought to this earth –

To share truths, and allow others, similarly called, to also drop into the deepest of deep cellular shifts, and of course –

Money makin 

Where were we?

I was 11.

I read ALL THE THINGS ALL THE TIME.

And, sometimes Mum couldn’t take us to the library that day. I would always rent out the maximum amount of books allowed! I think it was 20. And then I’d read them ALL, in a couple of days.

So, I ran out of things to read.

And I went to my father’s bookshelves.

The GREATS, the Godfathers of the personal development world lived there.

As a pre-teen, I started turning the pages and meshing into the worlds of Tony Robbins, Brian Tracy, Zig Ziglar (love Zig!), Harry Beckwith, and so on.

And I remember just thinking … KNOWING … understanding, vaguely, what it was these men did, and somewhere inside of me my spirit saying –

‘Oh. Well, that’s what I’m going to do’.

It wasn’t ‘I WANT to’. It wasn’t ‘that’d be BADASS’. It wasn’t ‘that way I don’t have to have a normal job and I can make money online’. lol.

It was –

‘THAT IS WHAT I AM HERE FOR’.

And it was absolute –
Certainty.

Of course after that I went here and there and EVERYWHERE doing everything possible BUT being me – which is a fabulous way to eventually remember and realise how much easier it’d be to just be you … not that most people ever get to this bit of the revelation of course! – but finally I came home.

Eventually,

If you stay the course of doing the inner work, being here, tuning in, looking in, and being honest about what you see and KNOW there,

You WILL give in to being you.

With a sigh.

And an ‘about time’ of your spirit!

The long and the short of how I got to where I make THIS sort of money in THIS sort of way and whilst being SO in alignment and integrity is I GAVE IN TO BEING ME.

But that’s not really the whole story, is it? Actually, it is! It’s just not the complete way to look at it.

Specifically I’m speaking to the bit of it in which you somehow MAGICALLY SABOTAGE GETTING TO THE MAKE BUCKET LOADS OF MONEY BIT, no matter HOW much you repeatedly give yourself permission to be all of you, and then THINK you are following through.

A simple exercise, a question, a thought, floated through me this morning as I connected to my body and spirit in my morning interval training, my mind already half in the room today, where I will be with my Inner Circle clients for our LA retreat –

“What would you DO with all that money though? Surely it’s TOO MUCH”

I was thinking about ‘when I’m making tens of millions of dollars every MONTH’, which is of course how I’ve always known it will one day be’.

No, NOT because I think it will be cool.

Not because I want it.

Because it’s meant.to.be.

EVERYTHING I align myself to –

Money, the types of clients I have, how many kids I have or will have, body stuff, love and romance stuff, travel stuff, even how I EAT, is based on what is shown and known to me.

Let go of setting or searching for ‘cool goals which will save you’,

And watch your whole life just flow a hella lot easier.

Anyway –

It came to me that something inside of me still felt, or feels, that it’d be perhaps just a little bit VULGAR, to have ‘that amount of money’, and besides – what would I do with it?

The thing with receiving things which you know are DIVINED –

Is it’ll only happen if you clear obstructions to flow (which is a practice, continual, and never ends), in conjunction with actively choosing to BE THAT PERSON.

Embody the beliefs
Thoughts
Feelings
Emotions
Energies
Expectations
And actions
Of that person,

And duh –

Obviously the PHYSICAL reality of that person will appear around you.

You made it normal,

And so it becomes done.

Right now, the truth is that making tens of millions of dollars a month does NOT feel normal for me, and in some part of my heart and mind it also feels potentially WRONG … vulger … maybe unsafe … and flat out just not NECESSARY.

Well, obviously I feel this way, there’s no ‘truth’ reveal about it! If it did feel normal and ‘duh, of course’, then it would BE MY CURRENT REALITY.

Do you see?

While pumping my body to the beats of my cardio tunes I remembered back to when I first had to really drop into this around allowing myself to even make 100k a month.

YEP.

I said ‘even 100k a month’, that feels super low to me now. Like … I don’t even know how I could possibly only earn so little, I’d have to REALLY try and decide to drop down like that! Which I will not. Haha.

But damn, I remember when I was making 3-5k a month and the idea of 20k a month seemed OUTRAGEOUS, unbelievable, ridiculous, and also HOWWWWWWWWW?

But at the same time –

My spirit knew it was divined.

Soon enough 3-5k a month became 10k a month … became 30-35k a month … 50k … 72k … that one stood out for me as I was ‘living’ in hospital during my tumultuous second pregnancy … and eventually, sure enough, that first 100k month took place.

November of 2014.

Funny, I was excited about it, I wrote a whole book about it (The 100k Per Month Formula, it’s on Amazon!), but also it was like, well –

I haven’t changed anything.

I still do the same things each day!

I’m still chaotic and disorganised.

I still never do all the behind the scenes stuff I say I will!

I still just FLOAT AROUND AND MAKE STUFF UP AND THROW IT AT THE INTERNET EACH DAY!

I FEEL the same.
I DO the same stuff.
I AM the same person.

I just upgraded –

Bit by bit –

My idea –

Of normal.

And as part of that, I MADE IT SAFE AND ALLOWED AND OKAY AND EVEN, Required.

And I guess all I’m trying to say today,

Is what if you made it safe,

Allowed,

Okay.

And even,

Duh –

Required,

To bring to life the things you’ve always know must be?

It’s a choice.
It’s a discipline, of turning away from fear-based thinking, and back to faith and being the you who you’ve always SEEN yourself as being.
And it’s a daily practice, from there, of continuing, to turn up that dial, and turn ever deeper, into what you’ve always seen would be.

Remember –

Just because you HAVE a destiny,

Doesn’t mean you’ll ever live it.

In other words?

If you say you know you were born for it but you don’t HAVE it, then perhaps it’s time to own what you came here to be, and do, and receive, and then identify the LIES which is currently stopping you.

When?

WELL –

Photo with Inner Circle client and badass friend Lauren Roberts – who I ran into this morning before our event at the Drybar. #ofcourse

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